Can't we just go back to our pseudo - quasi - happy existence?

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Red beans and rice didn't miss her

I am counting points again. (Weight Watchers) I knew this day would come. Not that it's a bad thing. It's just a habit I have to re-learn. See, I have maintained the same weight since August, without really doing any "maintenance". But I told myself -"If my weight Ever goes up, I am going to start counting again." The past few days I have felt different. I have felt FAT. Now this could be because of a certain visitor...but no matter. Fat is fat. I did not get on a scale though...until this morning. Dum dum dum. I have gained 3 pounds. Now that may sound silly, but it puts me at 170. My goal weight is 150. I have been happy for the past 6-7 months hovering at 167-168 without any effort. But I Cannot and Will Not climb back up that chart.

I started counting points Monday, before I got on the scale, because I knew something was different. I am going to try and see if I can get to 160 before leaving for Roatan on May 6. That would be nice. 170 is not bad and it is certainly a Hell of A Lot better than where I started at 210. And I still fit in my size 10s, but an 8 is my goal. I have not been a single digit size since college.

In other news - Waverly is a go for Saturday. Matthew is not too jazzed about it. He is scared of being scared. I am looking forward to it and hope something happens. I am also looking forward to the GhostHunters episode tonight featuring Waverly. Hopefully it will not make me change my mind about going down there.

I have to work tonight at 5pm. I don't really feel like it (so what else is new) but ...whatcha gonna do?

We had cable installed at my mother's house last week. She is now watching TV on the little 12 inch in the kitchen because she can't figure out how the cable works. She is also mad at me for having it installed in the first place. I am trying to make your life better!!! If you are going to be stuck in the house for the majority of your time, you should at least have something to watch. And a clear picture that won't hurt your eyes. I try to be patient with her and show her how it works, but you know me and patience.

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