GUILTY!

I feel terrible.

As of right now…..7 hours before departure….. there are 10 seats in first class and 16 in coach on the flight from San Jose to Atlanta. Looks like we would have made it.

When I tell Matthew about this he will be more pissed than he already was. He said we should have gone on Thursday anyway. Yeah we probably should have. But on Thursday, tonight’s flights had the same numbers. I have seen flights go to hell in less than 4 days. It has happened and it has happened to me. I really don’t know why the numbers have stayed the same this particular time.

My heart just wasn’t in this trip. And I don’t know why. I wanted to see Mary and we have been planning on going for a long time. Hell…I put out $400 for the tickets on Wednesday. There has to be a reason why this didn’t happen. I just don’t know what it is yet. But no matter…I still feel guilty as hell.

There is a reason though. Everything happens for a reason.

Or so I am told.