Taking one down

What a foul mood I was in yesterday. And it will probably carry over into today.

I’m really starting to get sick of working now. Maybe it’s time to look for something else. Although, if I get a “real” job, I will be stuck working 8-5 Monday through Friday and I definitely would not like that. I need to have some weekdays off. I need flexibility. I should have that at the current crap job, but most every day I asked off for during the first part of August, I didn’t get.

I asked off for the 9th & 10th of August because I thought I was planning a trip to NYC with Divewitch. But now she is ditching me to go to DR. Well I didn’t get the days anyway. I got the 9th off and I could call in sick on the 10th. Actually what I might do is see if Heather wants to go on her off days which are Thursday and Friday. Maybe I could swap Wednesday for Thursday. But I don’t know. She is kinda weird about things. I hate to lose a pass, but I will probably end up refunding it since I can’t find anyplace to go or anyone to go with.

Also…I work every other Saturday. I had plans around my Saturdays off. Well now the Saturdays have switched. So on August 5 I was supposed to be off – which was great because that is the day of the “World’s Longest Yard Sale” that just happens to pass right by my grandmother’s house. Love to get rid of more stuff! But guess who is now working that Saturday? I guess Matthew can handle it by himself, but I like to be there for those things. The sale runs Thursday through Sunday. I work Friday and Saturday – probably the 2 busiest days.

Let’s see…what else. August 19. Supposed to be off. Now scheduled 8-5. We are going to Waverly August 18 and will probably not be home until around 3 am. No way am I going to work at 8am. I can swap that for a noon shift no problem. But the point is: I was supposed to be off. I made plans around being off.

See how this working thing just does not work for me? We don’t live on my money, so it’s not crucial that I have a job. We travel on my money. And that IS crucial as far as I’m concerned.

I work at 4 today and Matthew is off. He is supposed to go out and clean the boat and get it ready to use. FINALLY! We are taking it to the lake tomorrow. I have asked some people to go – But Watch. The people I know are such losers, I bet nobody will go. I need to find some new friends. People who actually like to DO things. That’s why Matthew and I keep to ourselves for the most part. Most people would just as soon shit on you as look at you.

See what I mean? Foul mood.